Motivation

Time and time again, I draw close to you, just like I have done the many days before. Whether it’s out of stupidity, curiosity, plain simple impure love or perhaps even the joy of torturing you, I do not know. Time and time again, I told you that I am yours and that I loved you no matter what. But time and time again, I left you alone in the wilderness because of the troubles I have in my life. I never wanted want you to to be involved in it. And time and time again, I realize that the monsters come back into your life when I am not there. And now since you are gone I am stuck in the past, remembering all the times we shared, all the time we spent together. I still hear your melodious voice, your infectious laugh but I know that you couldn't be here with me. I am still living in the past while you are walking towards a bright and healthy future. I deeply wish the best for you and wist that happiness stays in your life, darkness never engulfs your life because it is for me. I will miss you and I want you to know that even though you cannot see me, I will always be there with you, hoping only all the good things happend to you and you realize all the dreams you always craved for.

Unknown Disease

I was suffering from an unknown disease. It was a deadly disease. Life lost hope and she decided to part ways with me. My body was becoming a living hell for my life (my life's home was my body). My body was losing strength, the wall of my life's body that is my skin was getting peeled. My eyes were about to fall off from their sockets, I was bleeding profusely, and strength was leaking from everywhere, such lethal was that disease. My life was scared to live anymore in her age old home. From a distant star, came skilled and famous experts to fix my life's wretched house. But they could not fathom the reason behind my decaying body. Even after that my confidence was always high and somewhere deep in my mind I knew that sanity would prevail. Finally came "strength of bonding". Such lovely was her smile that I got my eyesight back, such beautiful was her voice my deafness was cured, such pleasant was her touch that my wounded and burnt skin was cured completely. With her magic wand she got my heart back to work and with the help of her, I convinced my life to stay back with me in her newly renovated house. Since then we are happily staying together.